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[Dec. 8th, 2010|09:15 pm] |
days have been passing by so fast.
i'm flying off next week to london for a 2 week holiday! a white christmas =)
singapore has been immensely BORING. no beaches, lousy weather, no road trips can be done here! i mean, I love singapore. I do! the transport here is awesome. taxis are cheap! shopping is great because there is F21, Zara, Topshop and many more great shopping malls. But then again, the culture here just annoys me. Esp when my family drives out, the other drivers are just so rude -_- technically, people in Singapore are rude. You accidentally bang into them while walking in crowded areas and they STARE at you, you apologize but they don't and they 'tsk' at you. seriously? ok, maybe the culture in Perth has really influenced me alot. Plus, one thing. coming back here, i still feel extremely uncomfortable around singlish and improper english. What to do when i spent 8 months in Perth where people speak GOOD and PROPER english. ahhh still adjusting to singapore.
i should probably stop ranting. culture differences. it's alright =)
i know this probably sounds weird but, I WANT MY MENSUS LIKE NOW NOW NOW NOW. i don't want it to come during my trip to london =( HURRYYYY PLEASEEEEE.
xoxo
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[Nov. 28th, 2010|10:37 pm] |
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blasting orange caramel's aing. lol. suddenly super into the song. it's really good to sing to when you go to the karaoke room! hahaha. can't wait to kbox with friends on korean songs. WHEEE
anyhow, went out for lunch with shaun today. as usual, he was bugging me about everything. haha. i was pretty surprised when he said he was going to UWA to study for 2 years. well at least he's within reach in perth so I can annoy the crap out of him when he comes. heh.
so then, we went to tampines mall since it was the nearest location. then we decided to watch a movie too. think we spent like forever trying to decide which movie cause i wanted to watch rapunzel in 3D but he wanted smth else. and we watched rapunzel in 3D in the end! woot! my very first time watching a 3D movie =) felt abit weird with the glasses but it was alright after that. super cool effects!
we went to nydc in tampines 1 for lunch too. i wanted sushi tei but he kept ranting that it sucks -_- raar! so we ate, bla bla bla. then he said he wanted to go to the washroom, so I waited for him. Then we decided to leave and pay, but shaun just walked out of the restaurant and away from the cashier. I was like, 'DUDE. we haven't pay yet!!!!!!'. But he ignored me and said it's ok, free meal, let's just go. Only then I realised he paid when he went to the washroom. raar. this kind of guy ah, -_-. but then again, he paid for lunch and the movie. thank you bro =)
good times catching up with friends =) finally van is ending her exams on tuesday and i can spend lots of time with her! grace ended her exams and mel is done with work on tuesday! finally the 4 of us can spend good quality time with each other :D miss those girls so so badly.
excited for tomorrow as well =) porridge, chocolates and gym!
yes I need to start my exercise regime here. i cannot grow fat here. on the bright side, this year, I lost 5KG :D i cannot afford to put that back on. GO SAM GO!!!!!
kk update another time!
xoxo
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[Nov. 26th, 2010|12:31 pm] |
flight at 2135.
one thing about coming back from australia after my first sem, i have to start over to create the close bonds with my besties melissa, vanessa, grace, xiaoping etc. that closeness we all had before i left for perth was diminished when i was in perth. 4 months away from them. i don't get many chances to catch up with them on skype because we all have our own lives to lead. Back in singapore, spending time with them often was the only way to create that bond again. Initially it was awkward because we were away from each other for 4 months and things changed because we are all in different continents. but yet, everything goes back to normal after we start hanging out. and now that i'm coming back to singapore again, the same cycle repeats.
part of me is excited to go back but i'm kinda scared.
i haven't seen him for 4 months. and it's just all cold feet now.
becca says it's normal to feel like this cause she's feeling like that with aaron too.
i guess it's where we both feel awkward. maybe give each other some hours or a day to re-adjust.
i miss him i do. excited to give him all the chocolates and his 21st gift.
and then off to do the usual thing like gymming and our own lives.
i guess it's like starting all over again.
hopefully things goes back to normal soon.
xoxo
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[Nov. 24th, 2010|09:25 pm] |
SNSD's Mistake.
난 아직 제자리죠
여전히 그대 곁에서
헤매이다 지쳐서
오늘도 그댈 맴돌다
하루 또 하루 흘러 흘러서
여기까지 온거죠
알면서 아픈 내 맘 알면서도
웃는 그대가 날 더 아프게 하죠
나를 더 사랑하게 만들지 못한
내 잘못이죠
내가 더 사랑해서 만들어버린
내 잘못이죠
내 마음만큼 나를 더
사랑하게 하지 못했었던 거였죠
내 잘못이죠
얼마나 더 많은 시간을
눈물을 흘려야 하나요
그 약속만을 믿으며
기다려 달라던 거짓말
이제 속았던 내 욕심도
지쳐 버리고 만거죠
알면서 아픈 내 맘 다 알면서
그렇게 모른 척 웃을 순 없잖아요
나를 더 사랑하게 만들지 못한
내 잘못이죠
내가 더 사랑해서 만들어버린
내 잘못이죠
내 마음만큼 나를 더
사랑하게 하지 못했었던 거였죠
내 잘못이죠
가질 수 없는걸 알면서
멋대로 커진 내 마음이
혼자서 기다리다가
혼자서 후회하다가
사랑한 것도 잘못이네요
아픈 줄 알면서도 잊지를 못한
내 잘못이죠
내가 참 바보 같죠
다칠 껄 알면서도 비우지 못한
내 잘못이죠
모든 게 내 탓이래도
그래도 괜찮아요 그대만 있다면
언제까지나
이런 날 용서해줘요
그댈 사랑한 날
xoxo
2 more days |
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[Nov. 16th, 2010|11:35 am] |
listening to super junior's super show 2 since i downloaded the album. gosh, hearing them live would be totally epic.
siwon even sang a christian song with kyuhyun as a backup. gosh, i felt so amazed.
i totally can't wait to attend super show 3 in singapore in january. gotta learn up all the fanchats and scream like mad when kyuhyun comes close. gosh how his voice totally makes me swoon.... :p heh.
can't wait to start slacking tomorrow because after tomorrow, my next paper is on monday. i can slack for 3 days at least!!! :D so many shows to watch and catch up. if only my internet was better, i will be able to watch hellcats and supernatural without any problem. raar!
kk back to studying. last day to cram everything in my head for cell biology :D
i'm frigging excited to go back to singapore too! food, friends and YOU! wheeeeeeee!
xoxo
study sam, just frigging study for now |
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[Nov. 14th, 2010|11:12 pm] |
i find it very frustrating when people generalize korean artists does plastic surgery. was chatting with khairil and i asked him about snsd. he said they are hot but didn't like them cause they were plastic. WOAH. i kinda blew my top because they are NOT. ok maybe only sunny for her face and yuri for her double eyelids but no one else!! he even said tiffany was plastic! ok, i'm not a big fan of tiffany but hey, she's natural and pretty. got me pretty angry. and now that he got the facts right, he likes them. seriously?!
ahhh study study. exam at 2pm.
i'm abit pissy cause my driving instructor had to piss me off about the driving test thing. arrgh.
ok study first! focus!
xoxo
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[Nov. 14th, 2010|09:30 am] |
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[Nov. 7th, 2010|11:21 pm] |
finally done with my essay and lab report. guess i'll have to submit it online later so i wont bother to look at it ever again. started to pack some of my stuff so I can shift my things out easily if we find a house.
study break officially starts tomorrow and so shall my study marathon. so much to study on. so much to do. rawr. why must there be an exam on a saturday?! rawr rawr rawr.
can't seem to find the english translation to SNSD's mistake. wanted to post both the hangul and english translation lyrics.
currently listening to 그대네요 by 성시경 and 아이유(IU). really epic song that brings out IU's vocals. She's only 17 but her voice is really soothing. heh. usually listen to her songs while studying. gonna be done with packing soon and then probably go off to study again.
i know i kinda want to hear his voice but yet I don't have the guts to ask him if he wants to skype. worst, I don't really know what to crap about if we do skype but I highly doubt so. Am I asking too much if I want to skype? I mean, just to hear his voice would be the best thing ever. I can't ask too much but then.. guess I'll just suppress it?
i just miss him that's all. as a friend as a ...
i need chocolate now but i finished all except the 2 packets which i'm supposed to bring home. OMG I NEED CHOCOLATE LIKE NOW.
xoxo
all is well. persevere till exams are over. Home to singapore, home to family, friends, loved ones. London, Christmas with snow, Chinese new year, ang baos!
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[Nov. 7th, 2010|12:07 pm] |
mensus predicted to come tomorrow.
one thing about being a girl/woman, we have to go through this monthly cycle of blood whereby we face raging hormones, sensitivity, crazy emotions and we all try to stay calm.
what's worst is when you are stressed because exams are coming and it adds on to whatever you're going through. rawrrrrrrr
woke up this morning with a bad headache and i blame it on the fact my mensus is coming. RAWR
and suddenly, i really miss you and i feel like hearing your voice..
i just really really miss you..
oh pre-mensus stages, stop making my hormones go crazy?
xoxo
rain check, 19 days. |
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[Oct. 31st, 2010|02:59 pm] |
listening to 2AM's 전활 받지 않는 너에게 just makes me really sad. it hurts when the lyrics of the song is so real. i mean, not only this song makes me sad. Suju's 나란 사람 and SNSD's 영원히 너와 꿈꾸고 싶다 really gets to me.
i gotta start blasting classical music or happy music instead.
This is such a stressful period. The need to complete a full fledge report by tonight and to complete another essay and lab report by wednesday. How I wish time could slow down because it's passing by too fast. Anyone in uni would agree.
I need to stay focused and strong and I cannot afford to fall due to stress.
And btw, my wisdom tooth ain't improving. It's affecting my eating now. seems like I have to stick to yogurt for the next few days till the pain goes down. right side of my face is still chubbier than the left. oh, just grow out already -_-. rawr
kk gonna complete my discussion before going for a run later. The weather looks lovely and oh, I gotta remember to do my laundry SOON. running out of inner wear. AHHHHH =(
xoxo
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